It’s been a long day. Overall, a good one, but still.. a long one.
I’m bundled up all cozy, fresh from a long soak in a hot bath. One kid is in bed, the other is watching a movie and doing teenager things on her phone. Me? I craved a little soft music, some candle light, and to just let my fingers fly over the keyboard.
I had a moment of absolute frustration and annoyance this morning. It’s not like me to get so grumpy. I had good reason… but I had to take a moment and reset myself. I like to call it an attitude adjustment. 🙂 And I’m grateful for it, because the rest of the day was lovely. I got some good work done, and then after my day job’s work was complete, I finished up all the bath bombs I needed to make to take to my event in 2 weeks. I now have all my stock for lotions, bath bombs, and bubble bars.
I’m 90% of the way there with candles and 50% there with sugar soaps. Then … the show will be here! Then a month later – we’ll have a second show – at the Pottery Barn! 🙂 I’m so excited. There’s so much to do and plan! It’s crazy to think about how quickly this has all gone down. I started exploring this path in October… and now it’s February and things are exploding!
We had a snow day yesterday and today, and I get to work from home the rest of the week. The nanny had some personal business out of state to attend to, so I had to arrange to be home for the kids. I’m aware of how lucky I am with my job. They are pretty dang good to me. 🙂 I’ve enjoyed being home with the kitties. Music going, fuzzy blankets, purring cats, and no commute… yes please! Why can’t every day include those things?!
Have you all been following what’s going on in this country? What am I saying – you can’t get away from it these days..so of COURSE you are to some degree. Truthfully, I’ve tried to stick my head in the sand and just try and get through the next four years… but the more that happens, the more anxious I feel about everything. What is going on in this world that I call home? Maybe I’m the strange one, but I believe in honor, integrity, and love. I’d rather lift up my fellow human beings that also occupy the same planet that I do. I don’t give a rats ass if someone is black, white, green, muslim, christian, or even if you worship BACON! Who CARES?! I think for the first time in my life, I worry for my children. I worry for my friends, for coworkers who are here on visas and are just as much my family as the folks who share my DNA. Hate doesn’t flow thru me. I don’t have some sense of entitlement that says I should be given X,Y, or Z. That’s not how life works! You work, you earn it. You find a way. You honor those around you, you give respect to be given it. I’ve seen more hate.. more anger, more willful ignorance in the last 6 months than I’ve seen in my 34 years.
My dad said he voted for trump because he hoped that he’d shake up the government, and we’d be forced as a society to re-think the way our government works. Interesting approach. And maybe – with all the protests and everyone talking – maybe that’s where we will be headed. But I just don’t know. I was not a trump supporter during the campaign, and I’m not a fan now, but I still – oddly – have hope. Hope that maybe we – the people – can somehow come together. Embrace the fact that we all have at least one thing in common with everyone else. We are all human. Maybe that has to be enough. Maybe if we start there – we can figure out a way towards peace and prosperity for all. Maybe if we start there – Love can prevail.
Goodnight neverland. Much love to you and yours tonight.